Pumping chemicals in my blood. Too many things to do… I just wanna go for a run.
Of men and mice
After about 3? 6? months of living without a mouse, my sister finally caved in and bought me one. Only: it is fully capable of all functions one expects of a mouse except to scroll UP. So I have a mouse, and I cannot scroll upwards. Which means that I have to utilise the downward-scrolling function very frugally lest I scroll down too quickly and have to click the scroll bar at the side to find my...
Break his heart
Today, my dad showed me something he bought for my mom when she was 21. It was a heart-shaped pendant made entirely of gold. I don’t understand how love falls apart. I wish my mother would wake up and see the love she’s got instead of giving up her life to intangible dreams every day, every night. I’m losing her to limbo.
At my same old brand new favorite bar, with my best friend/ boyfriend and a glass of boston cooler and an odd stick or two… I miss being eighteen.
This is for my friend, Roxanne
“Today, I was talking to my sister about her having ADOS (attention deficit Ooo shiny) instead of ADD. I rambled on for a couple minutes then looked over at her for her response. She said she was distracted by the shiny pen and didn’t hear a word I said. MLIA” :)
Friends can be toxic.
I get beyond pissed sometimes. I don’t really ask for empathy, you know… I don’t need it? But do me a favour? Keep your uninformed, unconstructive comments to yourself, thank you very much.
A very cliched V-day for two (self-professedly) very unromantic people. Fun! x
Today was too much of a whirl. I swear, any moment now, everything is going to collapse.. Including me.
Gym yesterday was so good it’s bad. Now I’m aching in every muscle possible. And then I’ve got a party to attend. A bientot!
I’ve been trying to juggle school, work and tuition lately, and things are working out pretty well actually, except for the fact that waking up at 8AM everyday is an incredible chore and I’m such a huge slob. On the brighter side of things, WAFFLES!!!!!! With icecream. And chocolate sauce. Totally made my Tuesday night. And also, a half-arsed effort at collaging. Yayyyyy. x
The next week is coming, and I haven’t felt a stronger sense of dread. A vague list of things I hope to complete for the coming week: Two gym sessions (at least) Four sessions of tuition Readings before class! Valenwine duties (ARGH) Weekends are always such a good time. It’s weird how all the positivity dies out just as midnight approaches…
Aside from the sudden increase in bank balance, seeing a few familiar faces and totally too much rice at mealtimes, this CNY has been pretty unproductive. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
So we got a giant tv over the weekend. Having lived without a teevee for about… half a year? The sound of the television just GRATES on my nerves. The way my sister grates on my nerves. The way sweaty people on the train during peak hour grates on my nerves. My nerves are as good as grated parmesan now.
These mornings have been far too cold… but here’s a consolation: No work for the week! Now, now… time to wonder about how to squeeze in solo shopping time.